On behalf of everyone at CALM, we are so sorry to hear about this terrible loss. If anyone is struggling or looking for support, Help is at Hand is a resource for people who have suffered bereavement; you can read it online here: https://supportaftersuicide.org.uk/resource/help-is-at-hand/ More information and resources are also available on the CALM website, and please remember, the CALM Helpline (0800 58 58 58) is available from 5 pm-midnight, 365 days a year for anyone who is struggling.